Jeff Allen from FloridaSong was used in 22 Jumpstreet.Tbg from IaThis song is meaningful to me as it relates to my beloved departed wife and it seems to correspond to our connection which remains, even in "death".When I drink or take weed, I think about her and our times together. I miss the times when I wouldn’t sleep because I knew I’d see her the next day and I would wake up at 3 AM to get ready have pre-workout food and drive up to Santa Barbara to work out with her at her gym at 5 AM.īefore we would takeoff to go somewhere together, the night before I could never really sleep. Then during the pandemic I got some surprise health problems and diagnoses and now I got that s-t to contend with. And I know she was ready for certain things that I wasn’t ready for, and I may never be. And that’s totally ok because it takes two to tango. I guess we started arguing more because certain expectations were not being fulfilled and the relationship wasn’t going in the direction she wanted. As if she could “heal me.”Ĥ) she had the most sincere and beautiful smile in our pictures together. I remember little things about her that I miss:ġ) she would tell me “anywhere with you Franco.” ( I will never forget that because no one has ever said that to me and she was sincere when she said it )Ģ) she would tell me “Hurry it’s cold!” When she was in bed and I would be about to get in as I was brushing my teeth.ģ) when she touched me with her hand, it was like I felt energy. Routine and more routine, just like you’re locked up. During the pandemic I do the same goddamn thing every day. I haven’t smiled in a long time aside from here and there because there is no f-king reason to. Well I think about her all the time because she was a special woman in my life during my late 30’s and early to mid 40’s.īut when I see pictures of us together, it does take my breath away and I actually smile. “ every time I think of you, I always catch my breath.”
Writer/s: Charles Alan Sandford, John Charles Waite, Mark Leonard, Roberto Casini I ain't missing you, I can't lie to myself (Missing you) No matter what my friends say (Missing you)Īnd there's a message that I'm sending out
Oh hey, I ain't missing you (Missing you) Since you've been gone away (Missing you)